How is everyone's holiday? I'm back and it's a brand New year and I'm hoping for a brand new Me. Putting the past in the past, and giving faith a try this year. I have no idea why but ever since the holiday, I have had a great pull to go inside a church and just pray to God and cry out to Him. Lately, that is what I have been doing, a lot of prayers. I want to try to figure out if God is calling me into the ministry, and I also what to find out if it is truly God that is talking to me.
I know I may have sound like a crazy lunatic who is hearing things but I'm not. I spend half of the early morning reading my bible. One night I think I had just only about probably 2 hours of sleep, I was awaken from a disturbing dream...well I wouldn't say disturbing but it was an odd dream. In this dream I saw that even though I tried to go towards my own path, I ended up in a path that I think God and of course my parents wants me to be in. I prayed to him asking him what that dream had meant, still no answers...
So I took my bible and read from Genesis all the way to Exodus and read about the story of Noah to Abraham to Moses and ending with Joseph, showing their own road to faith and to God. I saw that even when they have sinned God had still forgiven them, I also found out that even when they tried to go off on their own God had still remembered them and brought them back into His path. I wonder why I have happened to come across these passages, what is it that God is trying to tell me? Does he want me to keep me in the school that I'm in and in the major in which i have chosen or am I to give all that up and start a new different direction? I'm confuse yet at peace because I have finally prayed and sacrifice my whole life to Him, and if it is His will that I become his Servant of God I know he will point me in the right direction.
I wonder how had God called many ministers into the ministry?
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